We were together once before, not in this life, but many years, before we were born into this life.  Those spirits keep haunting me, telling me of those things I forgot to do in that past and distant life.  Am I crazy? I ask those restless spirits, and they are quick to answer back, "No!, but if you don't submit to the warnings, and if you do not get it right in this life, then the only chance left is the third chance." and I replied, "Third Chance? is that so bad?"  and the spirits continue with their quest, "If you don't get it right this second chance, the third chance is your reality, it will drive you insane, and it will be eternal.  Your restless spirit will comb the world with warnings."

I've lived before?  How do I know if I've got it right?  And the restless spirits tells me, "The people in your life molds you into the person you will become, You've got to become your own person, be carefull with each new person you meet, for they were in your life also, in the distant past."

I wonder, was I at one time a saloon girl? who did not care for herself or others? or was I a housewife, smitten with many children, who molded me into a crabbed old woman? or did I smitten others with rude remarks, take from them as I pleased and then tossed them out like animals in the cold?

My heart is gentle, yet shy of meeting new people, I'm leary of stangers, though I am not a hermit, I don't close myself off from this world of stangers.

And the restless spirits continue to show me in dreams, bits of the past, bits of the future, and it is up to me to sort them apart.

And life continues....